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Lachrymose Love Song

asphyxiatedstarshine — 2006-11-24T05:47:11Z

Lachrymose Love Song
by Nichole L. Robinson

Deep in my darkest dreams
My heart is being ripped out by the seams.
I couldn't make you happy.
Couldn't make you love me.

With each passing second I feel lachrymose.
I wish it was me that you now hold.
Can't get you out of my head.
As I lay here crying in this bed.

I wish I could slit wrists,
And count off the things on the list
That made you walk away.
Leaving me to face the lonely day.

My tears and my fears
Are all that's left here.
I'm feeling bitter
And cold like winter.

I'm feeling lachrymose,
I want to be the one you hold.
I want you to be the secret
That I should have told.

I'm feeling lachrymose
This is the path that I chose.
May your soul be free
Never again will you hear from me.

Love's Death

asphyxiatedstarshine — 2006-11-24T05:46:17Z

Love's Death
by Nichole L. Robinson

So lay me down and take this breath from me.
In the end love has left me lonely.
The sun has withered away this day,
And the moon declares its perpetual stay.

I saw love die in your eyes as you said that lasting goodbye.
Tearing me apart inside without any reason as to why.
The ties that bound us were so easily unwound.
A broken heart is now left to be drowned.

I realize that in love's death was the birth of you.
All my wishes for you have come true.
Spread your unbroken wings and fly.
Never mind that I lay here and die.

Oh Dear... Gawd! :P

asphyxiatedstarshine — 2006-11-24T05:45:13Z

So i would just like to say that I don't know what to expect from this site... it's interesting BLAH! had to be random.. in these hollowed blogs you will see poetry and life and such... just thought I would warn you haha...

So here it is

The Asphyxiated Starshine's Place of Wasted Breath!

Hope you enjoy and come back to visit soon!

Nichole