Asphyxiatedstarshine's Blog

I am Nichole.
I am nothing more.
I am nothing less.
I am everything,
I am nothing,
I am the sun,
I am the moon,
I am alive,
I am dead,
I am a rose,
I am a thorn,
I am a whisper,
I am a scream,
I am the first,
I am the last.
I am nothing like anything you've ever seen,
I am everything that you have come to know.
Don't forget this...
Please don't forget me...



So what should I say about myself now?
What do you say when you can't find
the words to express what you want to say?
Yes I have been through a lot.
Those experiences have made me
into the person I am today.
Do I regret anything?
If would have asked me that when I was a teenager
I would have said yes.
Ask me now?
No. I don't.

Expression means the world to me.

All in all,
I am still uniquely me.


Dysfunctionaly Yours,
Nichole LeAnn

writing poetry and songs, singing, reading books, modeling, photography, watching tv, listening to music, hanging out with friends, Sunsets, sunrises, puppies, kittens, friends, family, husband, poetry, books, movies, Vin deisil, Emilie Autumn, i like little furry creatures, like hamsters, rats, and bunnies, yeah I'm girly so what, i could keep going but, where's the mystery in doing that..., Hates, I hate spinach, the dark, syringes, mean boys, mean girls, screaming and or crying children, stereotypes, conformity, being alone, not having a book to read, or music to listen to, not being around my family, or my friends, or my husband....

I listen to a variety of music..., Just to name a few I like these, following bands and so much more:, Collide, Family Force 5, Nightwish, Orgy, Ayria, A.D.D., Switchblade Symphony, Rasputina, AFI, Linkin Park, Ayumi Hamasaki, Malice Mizer, Dir En Grey, Emilie Autumn, Starlit, Again I love so much more music than what's listed ^.^

The Neverending Story Trilogy, The Dark Crystal, The Labyrinth, May, The Riddick Trilogy, The Phantom Of The Opera, Nightmare, Suicide Club, Madhouse, RENT, Without A Paddle, Thirteen Ghosts, The Lord of The Rings Trilogy, Lemony Snicket's A Series of Unfortunate Events, Earthsea, Saved, Little Nicky, the Craft, The Brother's Grimm, Army Of Darkness, Hide And Seek, Big Fish, Finding Neverland, Storm of The Century, King Arthur, Finding nemo, Alone in The Dark, What Dreams MAy Come, House Of 1000 Corpses, Memoirs of A Geisha, She's the Man, Secret Window, Sleepy Hollow, Pirates Of The Carribean, The Nightmare Before Christmas, The Corpse Bride, Edward Scissorhands, Butterfly Effect, Death Tunnel, X-Men Trilogy, Hollow Man, Loser, Frailty, The Prestige, The 10th Kingdom, Legend, Silent Hill, Ju-On 1 & 2, The Skeleton Key, Dead mary, Demonic, Wicker Man, Merlin, Merlin's Apprentice, Pan's Labyrinth, Unbreakable, Lady In The Water, Pulse, Ghost, Pray, Underworld 1 & 2, Ultraviolet, Elektra, Hellboy, The Punisher, The League Of Extraordinary Gentlemen, Azumi, Ghost Rider, Queen Of The Damned, Interview With A Vampire, All the Harry Potter Movies, I'll add more later

the X-Files, South Park, will &, Grace, Dead Like Me, Andromeda, Weird Travels, Mythbusters, hmmm.... cartoons, ghost shows, adult swim, scifi channel, I watch less and less T.V. nowadays

anything that will take me away from reality ....., there are seriously waaaaaaaaaaaaaaay, too many books that I love to list here..., so here's just a few faves:, The Neverending Story, The Bar Code Tattoo, The Chronicles Of Narnia (all seven books), Quest For The Fallen Star, Anne Rice books, Amelia Atwater-Rhodes books, Everworld Series, AND MANGA MANGA MANGA =^.^=